I've been so busy selling lately and trying to move stuff-my life has been crazy!!!!! I have so many items for sale(like the birds above)!!! I'm trying to really clear out the barn(s) and just de-clutter my life! I've missed you all and hope that I will feel like I have time to return soon!
I've missed all of you. I seem to be so consumed with other things lately like selling
and buying.I have been going thru a difficult emotional time for several months. In reality it's probably been more like a year. The feelings I have I've never experienced before and I am stuggling to figure them out. At times I haven't been even able to see the light at the end of the tunnel even though I knew that God is at my side I have wanted to end it all. I've always been a strong and in control person who knew what I wanted and would work at it and make it happen even if other's said I couldnt do it.
I think the change has happened to my for two reasons-I've passed the dreaded age and seeing my grams in the nursing home and seeing all the other residences. I know that we only have one chance in this life to make it what we want and I don't want to be sitting in a nursing home saying-why didnt I live my life. Easier said then done.
I've been working on clearing out some clutter in my life(both inside and out) and it's taking me longer than I had planned which frustrates me. I know that God is in control and I do trust him, but I'm finding it hard to be patient with discovering the answers.
I know there has to be more life and joy out there to experience and I really want that, but can't seem to put all the pieces together.
I hope to try and visit you all soon. My energy level has been low and with major changes at work and really trying to sell off extra barns of stuff-I can't seem to even find time for me. I really appreciate you all and your prayers. God Bless and hope to visit you soon.
Well, I just can't do it anymore. I've exhausted myself for the past week and put all I could into this sale. I'm shutting the barn. At this point don't know when or if I'll open again. We had a wonderful turnout yesterday and the weather was beautiful. I took some pics to show some of the displays. I tried to include all the holidays. I'm taking a rest for a while. Haven't felt much like blogging lately either. I hate not visiting with all of you, but at this time, I feel like I just need a big break!